The idea of documenting my life came into my mind because I want to write down the things that wander in my mind, the things that I learned, my feelings, opinions, self-consciousness, etc. To transform into self-improvement, to be able to find out my goals, my targets, and most importantly is I want to know more about myself.
It is a process of knowing myself, searching for my strengths and weaknesses, and improving to be the best version of myself.
I think documenting it down every week or twice a week would be a great way. At my young age, I had a sense of self-improvement always made sure that I could learn something in everyday life. I had that desire in my heart to learn something, I wanted to master one thing and be able to make my parents proud of it, but I failed.
Then, I found out that I failed every time because I naively thought that the outcome should come overnight. Everything I did, I lacked perseverance, persistence, and confidence. I was afraid of how people would think about me doing the things I loved, I cared about their feelings, I wanted to impress people I don't really care about. All these negativities led me to failure, led me to nothing, those people I cared too much about were just my fear, doubt, and insecurity which led me to low confidence.
For any reason, I want to change badly, improve, and correct my mind so that I can conquer the fears, doubts, and insecurities inside my mind. I believe documenting could help me, in other words, it's like self-talk, to think deeply and search for my 'Kaizen' and 'Ikigai'.
In fact, I believe finding what's the purpose in life is in everyone's mind. With self-improvement, I truly hope that we all can find out our lifelong target and goal.
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